Focus
I can think in many ways to direct my focus. It likes a kind of recept, 100g ideas, 300g intuition, 150g plans, 200g dreams, 250g expression, 300g determination, 300g persistence, 200g exposition. The ingredients proportion can be a bit alterated. Mix it all gently, and focus. To what precisely I keep on doubting... first: intuition, than dreams, ideas, expression, plans, work, determination, persistence, exposition?
Specifically: lines, colors, forms, figures, sometimes spontaneous, and other moments conscious chosen.
But than my mind keeps me on asking: what for? why? express myself, work, to be, to develop, to organize thoughts and feelings. Ok. Then, it comes my next questions: have I got enough to tell, to show, to express, to make a work of it?
I can pull continuously ???
My vicious circle loops me to a knot, and I come out after repeating my questionary to the same point: "focus".
It will be always doubts, but beter I keep on going forward, no matter what comes next. A fall or a developing line.
Sometimes I wish to see myself from outside, then maybe I would know where I am in this creative labyrinth process.