New year, new day

Soon days are much longer, winter equinox is behind.

The year cycle restart.

Time to review what to do coming year?

Winter time requires more insight, maybe because I am more inside?

It is a long time I have got a pebble in my throat, the obstacle of

belonging nowhere, some of my comfort is art, music, enjoying seeing all the seasons changes. Than I am for a while out of my discomfort zone.

Why do we not discuss more about our feelings fitting or not in our social system, the other side of life?

In community we tend to talk about succes, funny, positive stories. But when we do not feel so successful, or funny, neither positive, most of us does close the door, cry quiet lonely in sorrow. Some make music, write a poem, dans, make art; perhaps, some come out to be appreciated and feel afterwards less isolated. But, some stay alone with their sorrow and art expression.

I wish this new year, we make each new day, open the doors and windows for all feelings, including sadness, frustrations, failures, dramas, turning our human being a bit lighter, to let be, realistic, not idealizing 'only' the super heroes, royalty, well paid business or well succeed examples, to exchange more with each other how we deal with all this unsolved feelings and situations, without depending on the private ear from a psychologist.

We need good examples, but we need also without being criticized down, to can open, talk about difficulties, how frustrating is to not fit in the supposed ideal image.

To discuss other alternative ways of being, living, that are not usual.

To search and find a non religious, political or dogmatic group where we may also participate, to contribute, to use our personal qualities, to make a common better living.

Somewhere, somehow in a positive way that should be possible.